Being under the gun spotlight. Your every inch exposed. Not pretty. Not fair. The shame you feel for all your flaws. It takes courage to assume one's self. So the next time you judge, I will fucking kill you know how it feels. Be kind.


Aah.. if you only knew what I'm gonna be wearing tomorrow night



This is how I look when my 530 lets me down.
Last night I was working wasting time and when I plugged in the charger, the sweetie got nuts. It wouldn't even boot. As used to blues as I am, black was driving me mad, especially that late.
I might be widowed soon, and the service papers are like 3 countries away. Uhm... smells like breakdown spirit

p.s. watching res. evil
p.p.s doesn't this kind of writing post annoy you?
p.p.p.s leave comments, i've enabled them


happy easter, my loves (yeah, you!, do you see anyone else there?!)!

i kinda broke my new years resolution a while back now (twice.), so i'm gonna start this again.

+ i've added 2 more for good measure. as beautifully put by penelope cruz in vanilla sky, every livin' breathin' minute is a chance of change.
  1. stop smoking
  2. stop loving (where the fuck has WS gone?)
  3. stop feeling like a l0ser
so don't you dare bitch about the settings to come.

new moon me

ps: i didn't forget about that smth special i promised, it is soon to come. sooner than the last time i said that tomorrow (mwhahah)

pps: the bunny is jared leto. he's also a doctor and a freak. but i've talked about this before.


Rock children hold your heads up high
In the night while I try
And tell the ballad of Valentine

Michael plays with stars

On the match with the boys, you think you're alone
With the pain that you drain from love

In a car with a girl, promise me she's not your world

Cause Andy you're a star
In nobody's eyes but mine

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head

But she’s touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Letting me go

But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

Cause I’m Mr Brightside

But little boys have action toys for brains,
I'm living proof it can last a long time,
Now the girls off the street are innocent and sweet,
When they're all in bed,
They got their make-up and dreams of wonderland,
Sprinkled inside their heads,
And soon they will change,
But tonight Hollywood has never seemed so strange

I know if destiny’s kind, I’ve got the rest of my mind.
But my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to.

And my eyes, they don’t see you no more.
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to,
and my eyes don’t recognize you no more.

You sit here in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy

To save you from your old ways...
You play forgiveness...
Watch it now...
Here he comes...
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus...
But he...
Talks like a gentleman...
Like you imagined...
When you...
Were young...
I said he doesn't look a thing like Jesus...
But he's more than you'll ever know...

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Hear my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye, wish me well
You've gotta let me go

The End

Epilogue: My stories and horror movies end the same.